i miss you when you were a freshman in high school and i was too sitting behind you in a classroom and at 2 youd get up and i would get up with you and i was so desperate to grab onto you and pull
i know that you would hate me if i would be honest enough and actually honestly i might prefer it to love if you dont wanna gently wet the roof of my mouth i wouldnt mind if you spit on my face at all
i liked you an ignorant freshman in high school and i was too stupid to consider talking to you the same way that you would talk to me after school i was fifteen times stupider than you
the juxtaposition of your unwashed hair and your filthy mouth and your dark blank stare with your shiny new iphone and your macbook air makes me wanna throw up and youll never care
theres something cute about being a freshman in high school and masturbating while thinking about someone who hates you and salivating whenever he walks into the room and fucking praying he’ll tell you how bad he wants to rape you
and never knowing exactly the way that he feels and savoring the flavor of his fresh scarred heels and the money that it’s worth cos of his nicotine withdrawals and doing all of his homework in exchange for being acknowledged
i miss you when you were a freshman in high school and i was too sitting behind you in a classroom and at 2 youd get up and i would get up with you and i was so desperate to grab onto you