Diary Ft. Marsha Ambrosius (Produced By The Sleepwalkers)
If I told you I wanted to talk to you You know, you think I'm tryna holla at you And maybe I am but You wouldn't hear me out anyways would you?
Rather lose love than to move on Never knowing what it feel like Short days, long nights by the phone, no call
Need a clear mind 'cause I been blind Got me goin' down that road Heart made of stone, far away from home Black woman you cold
Every problem that you ever had with Another man I gotta face Started off on thin ice I'm still here but I can't skate
Slow sink, can't breath No remorse, don't think Listen to your friend, get another man For a minute then repeat
Queen, you deserve the title But she rejects what I give While she nurse the wounds by them Tried them didn't work, got impossible standards Nothing I'mma do's works, diary of a black girl
I wonder why I sit and cry Wish I could shed all these tears I'm down and out I'll keep on moving and tryna get out
I don't know how to move on Where I went wrong Wish I could live with no fear So down and out I'll keep it moving and tryna get out somehow
Raised by a momma who? Who? Hate her baby father so, so She don't have a problem with, with, with Saying, "Fuck a nigga quick, quick"
I'm just tryna be the one who never run But you run away from me Your girlfriends man cheat, cheat Why not me the same thing She can't see in me what I see in her This pain she inherit can't be reversed
I can't even stay living in the shade Of all the motherfuckers that played you The irony in that is that I ain't even that But you coulda been those pages
Wife, you deserve the label But you been hurt before so you don't feel you're able [ Wale Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Tried them, didn't work, got impossible standards Nothing that I ever do work, diary of a black girl
I wonder why I sit and cry Wish I could shed all these tears I'm down and out I'll keep on moving and tryna get out
I don't know how to move on Where I went wrong Wish I could live with no fear So down and out I'll keep it moving and tryna get out somehow
See all I wanna do is be relevant Just tell me that I ever meant anything more That you could ever see me and you in another light But it's like the dark women indoors In the darkest nights by the wrong man
See all of them have made you Incapable of a first impression What I do is I channel my aggression With no cable or antenna
Just intentions to impress you if capable Hoping that the material possessions Can materialize to a better you
Cars, nothing I drive Can drive you out of this state of mind For such an ugly picture and Money, nothing I buy Can buy more time for your ears To tell your heart to listen to it
Diamonds, a girls best friend is what they say But believe me with the right allegiance Shorty you gonna shine anyways And everyday that goes by is A couple more lines in her diary
The day before is better than the present So anyone presented in her presence Endorse these life sentences No key for release, no reason to be around Her minds in the clouds, she writes it all down in her diary
I wonder why I sit and cry Wish I could shed all my tears I'm down and out I'll keep it moving and tryna get out
I don't know how to move on Where I went wrong Wish I could live with no fear I'm so down and out I'll keep it moving and tryna get out somehow Somehow