Lyrics: I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat I shouldn't be crying Tears were for the weaker days, I'm stronger now Or so I say, but something's missing
Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me Through the glass of a two-sided mirror Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me And I just wanna scream
What now, I just can't figure it out What now, I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out What now, what now
I found the one, he changed my life But was it me that changed And he just happened to come at the right time I'm supposed to be in love but I'm numb again
Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me Through the glass of a two-sided mirror Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me And I just wanna scream
What now, I just can't figure it out What now, I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out What now, please tell me, what now
There's no one to call 'Cause I'm just playing games with them all The more I swear I'm happy The more that I'm feeling alone
'Cause I spend every hour Just going through the motions I can't even get the emotions to come out Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout
What now, I just can't figure it out What now, I guess I'll just wait it out wait it out What now, somebody tell me, what now
I don't know where to go I don't know what to feel I don't know how to cry I don't know, oh, oh why
I don't know where to go I don't know what to feel I don't know how to cry I don't know, oh, oh why
I don't know where to go I don't know what to feel I don't know how to cry I don't know, oh, oh why, so what now