This isn't me This isn't me I can't keep coming up with these bullshit excuses To justify what I've been doing
Downward spiral or not I can't keep running because Eventually, I'll be caught
I'll be caught
This overwhelming feeling of shame I can't pretend, I can't pretend That it's without reason
All it takes is for you to blink and Everything you know will fall out from under you I would lie awake at night I didn't want this to become my reality
I'm guilty of playing the victim I'm guilty of being the cause I'm aware of the effects of my actions I'm pretty sure all hope is lost