I need a change. Something that will give me, More time to waste so I can do nothing. You seem less sane. Not that I can help. Look through your window pane to see if I’m still there. Hold your breath, But make it last a lifetime, Cause this is goodbye. I can’t believe that it’s been a year, And at this rate I know the end is near. Cause everything is finally made clear. And now i’m sad because I “cannot feel.” And I trust that you’ll never trust me. “Stop living and begin to be.” And I believe you’ll believe me when I say, “I can’t live my life this way.” Hold your breath, But make it last a lifetime. Maintain strength, Cause now I’ve got to prove this. I won’t give in to you. I can’t believe that we’re really here, And now that you’re gone I have nothing to fear. But still it seems that this shouldn’t be, Cause if it’s what I want than it shouldn’t hurt me.