in my head it's like hell and i don't think i've got the will in my head it's all pain god please wash me with your rain
in my head it's all strange i can't remember any names in my head it's like hell and yet you want me still
i hate this what i am cuz what i am is wrong i can never find it in myself to get a move on i'm always leaving trails and my cover ups fail i'm impulsive and repulsive god damn i hate myself
but you you want me still
in my head i play the sham god relieve me of these dreams i'm much less of a man than i make out to be
and it all come down to how i wear this frown i've painted myself like a clown you know jack
the systems down
i hate this what i am cuz what i am is wrong i can never find it in myself to get a move on i'm always leaving trails and my cover ups fail i'm impulsive and repulsive god damn i hate myself