***Verse1*** Always hated autumn And this time, nothing good happened I can survive, but was deceived And again a hot iron burns through my chest
***Pre -chorus*** I'm runnig and trying to reach you But the chill pierces my body My throat tearing scream But you turned away and did not hear me
***Chorus*** Every day I kill a part of myself Trying to drown out the emptiness Which maims and disfigures me Devouring my soul all day and night Standing on the ruins, I lost my way The sky remained stars to light my way Memories disturb, my mind inflamed End of the Road? End of me?
***Verse 2*** As much as I tried to get it back I could not swim that ocean that separates us Peering into the fog, I'm looking for, but what? Home? Friends? Or you?
***Pre -chorus*** I am suffering from hunger But you give me a cyanide I fall into the abyss But you don't pull my hand
***Chorus 2*** Every day I kill a part of myself Trying to drown out the emptiness Stuck deep into me Giving no chance to stay Clinging to life, trying to breathe Despair no end and no more light I wonder just a one question: When will this end!?