[Hook] Open my eyes I wonder why And if I die Today might be the day that I (x2)
[Verse 1] I done took a big loss So I ride around pissed off Mad at the world Can't stand to hear my bitch talk I'm irritated, aggravated, agitated Look up ask for patience Cause my bills is high, ends are low Take on E, how far this shit gon' go? Blazing weed, chain smoking, can't cope it Plus to top it off, I'm mad my chain broken Child support, a thousand short My kid's the only thing worth smiling for I live amongst the snakes, the rats and wolves For all three, I keep the chrome Magnum full I'm like fuck the bull, I'm trying not to pull out Pop a nigga, hop in my shit then pull out So watch your mouth, I'm close to the edge And I might jump, the pump ain't nothing that you might want
[Hook] Open my eyes, I can feel the pressure building up I wonder why I should even really give a fuck And if I die, then I'm going out guns up Today might be the day that I snap (x2)
[Verse 2] Sometimes I go to sleep at night And I wonder why The conditions that I'm up in make a nigga wanna cry? The physician and the doctor saying they can save my life And they say I got a future, they can see it in my eyes But I'm looking for revenge and I see it in my side Now I'm pullin' out my pistol before I even realize Now there's cops and they wanna come inside While I'm waiting with my feet up, contemplating suicide And I'm sitting in this corner while I'm cockin' on my nine Countdown, right now, I am runnin' out of time I envision movie scenes, having dreams of my life In a flash through my mind while I ask myself Why didn't I give it a thought before I gave it a try And the anger I was facing make somebody have to die? I close my eyes, how did I go blind? How did my whole life end up this whole lie?
[Hook] Open my eyes, I can feel the pressure building up I wonder why I should even really give a fuck And if I die, then I'm going out guns up Today might be the day that I snap (x2)
[Verse 3] I hear them sirens calling, momma what am I to do It's over now momma, I done shot up the school And I didn't wanna do it, but they made me, look Every day they picking on me, till I'm ashamed and shook I ain't wanna kill Ashley but she made 'em all laugh She took my love letter, and showed the whole class And I loved that girl, but she didn't see the dream And I had to kill the coach, he never let me on the team And the jocks think they run shit, momma fuck that So I gave 'em all bullets, told 'em outrun that! Cause today you wasn't beaten on, takin' my shit And the teachers let 'em do it so I emptied the clip Momma you should've seen it coming when I started wearing black Said I didn't wanna talk but you ignored me back Never took the time to see that you never met a girl, never met a friend This is what it took to make amends Thirty students down for every time I felt rejected Me, a murderer? I just wanna be accepted Ain't no prom queen, prom king, valedictorian I left 'em all dead in the middle of the auditorium What have I done? Momma what have y'all done? How bout I solve both out problems with one shot from this gun
[Hook] Open my eyes, I can feel the pressure building up I wonder why I should even really give a fuck And if I die, then I'm going out guns up Today might be the day that I snap (x2) *gunshot*