I think about the time that I wasted About things I have never had I know that I could and that's hurting so bad I could be much better but I l've lost my way
I've drown myself in Scotch Teared my soul in blood Blame me for everything i've done I was a real jerk
Youth is dangerous and I was its hostage Suffocating me it took all I had I mixed the real life with fun that we made I was so stupid Now I hate myself
Will I ever live again? I'm alive but I'm dead Will I ever breathe again ? I'm alive but I'm dead
My mistakes are my ghosts Better think before something's done Now they haunt me everywhere I go Blaming me set me on fire
I'm alive but I'm dead I'm alive but I'm dead I'm alive but I'm dead I'm alive but I'm dead