I should've had more faith in what i knew. there are still some people i cant abuse. i still wish that id run away. so i wouldnt. grow up and face these growing pains. its not your fault wanna fall away? i wish that i could still take back. that one kiss.
That linked us. forever. in my mind and i cant. stop thinking. what it would lead to but thats just nothing. that i would. want to see. or find out i want us to be two strangers. parting ways. never to return.
I think this time i know when im wrong. ive been taking walks to clear my head. and this time ive found out my thoughts are stuck. and i cant make any big decisions. my thoughts loop and loop.
I'll make up my mind with this whole thing. when i can find a peace offering. ive learned that i am growing up. and losing face. with m y self over everything. its all my fault im sad to say. i wish that i could still take back. that one kiss.