[Intro] Yeah, owwww oooooo oooooo Eom man I like to drink a lot A lotta people like to party and shit But lately its just been getting ridiculous
[Verse 1] I spent all my money on women and wine And didn't, give enough time to the rhythm and rhyme I stay focused on the nickel and dime I should be, Benjamin thinking But when I get them I be spending them drinkin' And then I wake up, feelin' nervous and lifeless A thin line between worthless and priceless When my life gets confusing ahead of me I don't ever solve problems I just start boozin' heavily In san diego I got off work everyday around four And every single day the roadworker next door Comes home with an eighteen pack Of miller high life I said, my life is heading down a path thats way too sim- Ilar, I'd prefer not to end up like him And I'd look up and I'd cringe But everytime I try to change I say fuck it and binge Thats my life
[Hook] I've been with you so long And my love for you so strong But sometimes it feels so cold And baby it gets so old Wondering why, I stumble and cry Yeah, my life's occupied by music and liquor
[Verse 2] I can't stop drinking, I can't stop smoking, I can't stop writing I should be the can't stop spokesman Addictive personality, ironically I write my realest shit when I escape from reality I drink to forget, then I write to remember Its been like that since my high school tenure I can't imagine if I never had this rappin' hobby I'd rarely be happy probably But I knew a lotta people when I lived back in Maryland That had it way worse gettin' addicted to heroin So I shouldn't be too pissed I'm just gettin sick of writtin drunken self help to-do lists That remain unchecked, cause I never follow through And when you move old habits follow you And I can't quite shake this ape from off my back It seems its safe strapped up tight Eh y'all thats my life
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[Verse 3] I guess I'm trying to escape from the fear and the sadness Its madness, turn beer into gladness Its sorta like a miracle of Christ Good timing I could use some spirtual advice I used to hate the taste of beer as a kid And they say times change and its clear that they did Cause now it seems every night I'm intox- Icated by myself in a little ass box