Verse 1 Just imagine that you have a brain cancer First you do, you don't believe in it, and swear For yourself it's delusion, soon got the answer That it final Solution, late-stage cancer and anger fill me sense of injustice kill me, I wanna run but don't know where, the rage is stun Me take cold air, and heart to drum And don't believe it all become like that my body numbed when thought'd appeared in my head Every day I look up to the sky And askin' to God, Why? I hope you will give me a sign Why I deserved it? Why I deserverd to die?
Chorus now i lose my fears cause i know, my place in a grave I've found a freedom God give me a second chance
Verse 2 So one month has passed, I still depressed Cause nothing've changed like I guess, my request had no response The mess in my head is getting less Nowadays it turns into cruel despair man It's my jail and my funeral prayer I look at the mirror I have no hair I'm so scared and tired of the nightmare Waking up in a cold sweat, I am fed I changed, I became another I tried withstand, I swear but I can't It's too hard to know that soon you'll die I cry, I drink too much sedative One day I want to commit suicide But my mom's stop me. I'm tired Of this life, I want that it over
Vesre 3 Tomorrow I will have an operation for real, I don't believe in fucking salvation My psychotherapist said me it will be all right But I wanna puke when hear his fuckin' lie He know that I will die, all of you know that I will die I wanna scream because i can't decide, weakness Every one of you will still alive, you can't grasp me, no But death may will take me right now All of you wanna help me but you just do worse Do touch me, leave me alone it's my fucking curse I can't get my purse get rid of this shit, i am lost I nothing can do with it, and your attempts cheer up Make me more hurt, your words cut my fucking heart Today, my last day I'm to lock myself in my room Fuck why? too long i ask myself, and remember good words Your life is flirt with death, and now I know why.