I've watched myself fall apart I've quietly hid things from the start Disintegrated pieces I am scattered and can't be gathered I can't let go What I know now What I know now
I'll peel back what is left It seemed like nothin', but it's somethin' I'll sit and wait for what's next I'll shed my layers and feel lighter Will I go back? God, I hope not God, I hope not
I've been shouting for growth I'm cool and warm all at the same time Re-hollowed and blotted out Take hold now, don't stay down, don't stay down I can't let go What I forgot What I forgot