YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY IT I KNOW I FUCKED UP I GIVE IN I GIVE UP I'M IN FUCKING MISERY MY SELF WORTH'S GROWN CLOSE TO NONE I CAN'T LIVE ANOTHER DAY WITH MYSELF I'M SO FAR GONE I'M SO LOST I'M DONE OH NO LOOK WHERE MY MISTAKES HAVE BROUGHT ME I DRINK ALONE BUT THE BOTTLE'S RUN EMPTY AND I KNOW THAT THERE WILL BE A DAY I'LL DIE ALONE BUT IT'S BETTER THAN LIVING TODAY I'VE LOST MYSELF MORE AND MORE EACH DAY AND NOW I DON'T EVEN RECOGNIZE THE FACE THAT'S STARING BACK AT ME IS THIS ALL I AM I'M AT MY LOWEST PEAK IN BATTLE WITH MYSELF AND I'M FACING DEFEAT BUT IS THIS THE END CAN WE RISE UP AND PUT LIFE IN ITS PLACE CAN I GET A HOLD OF MYSELF OR WILL I FOREVER BE ALL I'VE BECOME ALL I AM IS WORTHLESS I'VE LOST MYSELF MORE AND MORE EACH DAY AND NOW I DON'T EVEN RECOGNIZE THE FACE THAT'S STARING BACK AT ME IS THERE EVER A HIGH IF YOU DON'T FEEL A LOW I'M CAUGHT IN AN ENDLESS CYCLE OF NON CONTROL CAN I GAIN CONTROL OF MYSELF OR WILL MY EMOTIONS DESTROY EVERYTHING ELSE IS THERE HOPE FOR A BETTER TOMORROW AFTER THE BRIDGES THAT I'VE BURNT TODAY I GRASP FOR HOPE BUT HOPE KEEPS SLIPPING AWAY FUCK THIS I HURT MY LOVED ONES WITH THE WORDS THAT I SAY I'VE CAUSED PROBLEMS THAT WON'T GO AWAY I SWEAR TO GOD IT USED TO NOT BE THIS WAY I'M SO WORTHLESS THIS PAIN WILL NEVER FADE I CAN'T TAKE ANOTHER DAY THEY'LL SAY THAT I CAN CHANGE BUT I KNOW IT'S TOO LATE THIS PAIN WILL NEVER FADE I'M FOREVER LOST IN DREAMS AS I FADE AWAY FROM REACH I CAN HEAR THE HEAVENS WEEP