I'm losing myself. I haven't seen the sun since I can remember. This dark cloud keeps hanging around, just regret and failure. I saw beauty and kindness and warmth then found out it was just a mirage. Because the things that I dream of are gone the second that I wake up. It seems like silence has finally caught up with me. I would trade my whole life before I close the door to my heart but I just can't keep it from falling apart. And no matter what I take to mend I'm still sick and fully aware of the pain that has brought me here. Medication is just a distraction, it kills us like it kills the pain.
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