I'm not smiling Even when I am alone And all your happy-pills make me feel even worse than it was I'm not smiling I can pretend if you want I realized I've got my power In a hateress to the world what if i'm the one who found happiness in being sad? what if i'm the one who has no voices in head?
I can't say what makes me happy maybe i've never felt it
Everything seems to be ok but there's a tragedy in my eyes Everything seems to be ok maybe I'm the first who felt that it's lie
hiding behind the open doors i'm black-coloured anti-love Actually I'm not asking for everyone's attention I'm just waiting to find some answers to some simple questions Why I wasn't born twenty years ago? why i wasn't born or what I was born for?
I can't say what makes me happy maybe i've never felt it
maybe i've never felt it
Everything seems to be ok but there's a tragedy in my eyes Everything seems to be ok maybe I'm the first who felt that it's lie