(Hook) I want to love you but I I wanna care about you I wanna go on living But I cant get it out my brain Why where you so cruel to me I cant forgive everything you've done
(Verse 1) I cant take it its not fine You wasted all my time, what you did was a crime Your just sour like a lime All we did was cry I loved it how we were, we felt so alive The strength to keep on trying, But my heart just kept on dying What you did to us, you just brought us to Dust All we ever did was just fight an cuss Shouting out names that shit was just so mean Yelling in public just to cause a scene Wish it was a dream but it was all in reality Went behind my back you just caused a fatality You brought these demons out of me You tore me apart, you just broke this honesty Times have changed from bad to worse Im filled with rage so much it hurts Trapped in this cage an unfortunate curse Forget my name don't remember these words
(Hook) I want to love you but I I wanna care about you I wanna go on living But I cant get it out my brain Why where you so cruel to me I cant forgive everything you've done
(Verse 2) After all that came to be, your bullshit sticks to me Nothing new it's the same ol shit, I trusted you and this is what I get Force fed hatred and regret Only in my head that I feel neglect Your eyes draw comfort even tho there so cold I wanted to love you but hate has avoided my soul Hate has brought me to this fucking hell hole
I try to find a way to numb this pain Escape from the day or go insane I look at your face and hear your name Fuck you bitch, it was all in vain One year of my life went down the drain I look back on it I can see your games If onley I would have known I wouldn't have been the same I missed so much and you're the one to blame I fuckin hate you bitch ill never be the same Your fucking stupid shit puts my flaws to shame
(Hook) I want to love you but I I wanna care about you I wanna go on living But I cant get it out my brain Why where you so cruel to me I cant forgive everything you've done
(Verse 3) defeating the purpose of holding shit in by burning the suffice and scolding the skin deceiving the worthless voices crawling within by learning the curse this is not falling again repeating the curse of the voices shouting at him by turning the purpose into guiltiest sin Underlying the surface dying to get in By morning you will get this no more crying in the end No more crying in the end No more crying in the end