Life, what good is life living with no good advice? should I spite my own god for making me? or should I fight? acid flashbacks and ecstacy relapses and anxiety attacks push me and I could ignight is it a lesson lord? or is it just to haunt me? I hate myself for placing this viciousness apon me if it weren't for aunty sally i'd be gone'dee half.. dead up in the alley of a laundry matt.. who can if willis can't stop the wrath?.. you cant and willis got lots deep packed.. new plans like maybe I should chauch me wacked.. get that no matter what it costs me fact.. hookin up with bitches so raunchy fat.. no I don't want no digits I don't want the last.. memories to be of this nature I wanna graduate with good behavior, and never have to say that.. Chorus: I've been robbed of my self control (whoa) and though I might look sain.. I'm fighting pain I've been robbed of my self control (whoa) I lay awake at night telling myself I won't take my life.
Verse 2
Life, so what's the meaning of life? leading it nicely despite seeing demons at night? I don't like being right when I speak on the mic but the hype's sorta like I'm on E in a fight doing one too many speed for the night now im forever rock bottom got problems and im bleeding the price the only knowledge I remember is the scheming advice the streets gave me I was blind not seeing the light other ways just seems I'm treated just like a peasant it wasnt great, wished I was living a life in heaven or something safe, equally past is like the present its mothers day, and I wish that i could go buy a present \"no fuckin way\", you say, you stuck up fuckin fake must be great havin both parents that love you eh? take it for granted, your unlucky, the love will break and then you'll be me, like there must be another way other than feelin like..(chorus)
Verse 3
Sometimes life is killin me, nights are fillin me with richeous villany now my knife ability's sick I could really be rich, ripe, or ill as it gets sickness in the skull time for willy to quit i had to end it like \"why'd you really do it?\" none of your business life was givin me shit back in the day thinkin vikidin was the shit till it started fuckin up my mind then WMHS was it see i was a mentor of 2 of my dudes booming the tunes we turned out a ludacris crew i took what i had learned in rhyme, past it down the line to the fastest learnin minds to consume it like food and now i got an urban family for wilz to ride like yes, i got WMHS, the reason im still alive pleadin it wont decide to be bleeding or pillified a threat to that kinda love's a good reason to kill a guy........