i went away in the summer and wandered out into the desert and I saw jesus in the sand he kissed my head and held my hand i went away for the winter and wandered streets in frederickburg and I smelled god on piss soaked cars in disciples smoking outside bars
i went away i don't belong I feel like everything is going wrong
i went away in the fall i miss you but I wont call and ill forsae my family when they're the ones who love me i went away in the spring and didn't do a goddamn thing but lay at home in bed but kiss my hands and hold my head