I'm always walking alone No one by my side and nothing left to give I can always feel these shadows that stalk they are watching me So many times I have tried to run but they still keep on fucking taunting
Overwhelmed with guilt and shame I can't pick up the pieces of the life that's shattered like a mirror that's thrown into ground I'm so pathetic I'm a waste of space I'm too far gone
Relentless Urges of rage Disguise the path that was set and now I'm blind I can't see a thing IM ONLY BARELY SURVIVING How can I break these chains and all the thoughts I struggle with?
What has become of the man I was? I'm such a failure in my life's endeavor All my decisions all my choice they have been all wrong Taking for granted every single thing I was ever told This is not what I want, this is not who I am Can I erase what I have done? FUCK
Is it me that I fear? Thought about it time and time again still it plays on my mind everyday and every fucking night I'm so pathetic I'm a waste of space I'm too far gone. I have had enough I've got to rearrange all the things from my past and block them out so I can move on
I can't think straight anymore I have lost all I had Sometimes I wonder if this is real I am so god damn tired WOULD I BE BETTER OFF DEAD?
What has become of the man I was? I am such a failure in my life's endeavor All my decisions all my choices they have been all wrong Taking for granted every single thing I was ever told This is not what I want this is not who I am Can I erase what I have done?
All my decisions all my choices they may be all wrong I take for granted every single thing I am ever told This must be what I want, this is just who I am... I won't dwell on what I've become