when everything feels empty, i rely on empty touch to ignore the days that i hate myself and i miss you too much and everyone feels cold when they lack something familiar there was light trapped where the sun was this is harder than i thought
i will always look for you in the quiet empty nothing where you convinced there was only dark and the sharpest objects i saw your coat. i saw it like a martyr sees its body i saw your coat like the shadow of a ghost that wouldn't leave here i saw your coat hanging in surrender like a white flag i saw your coat and i hate this