Dear Mark, you're the one wit the, words, but my side should be heard Think that it's fucking absurd, ya talk about me when yarap about her All of yo songs, hear about all of my wrongs, that ya neva played me like pong Like ya neva went out and did nothing wrong It's crazy foreva turned into so long Now that you're gone, I had to move on and I'm happy wit him But I still can't pretend that I didn't go fuck wit yo friend every now and again I be thinkin' of then, I be thinkin' that that was sumethin' I would neva intend And especially when it was me who ya trusted to take on yo feelings and try to remend It's so hard pretend I would lie in yo bed, givin' ya head Listen to all of the things that ya said Listen to all of the lyrics ya read, ya were chasin' a dream, I would party instead Young and in luv, young and we're dumb I can taste all of the pain in yo tongue I can taste all of my pain in the rum Knew it was ova befo' it begun Lookin' for fun, burnin' my lungs, learnin' my favorite feelin' was numb Bought every dinner, ya barely bought one Maybe I cheat and then we could be done That would be dumb, we were so broke, ya were the one that turned into a joke I, kept us afloat, ya were the one that kept us on the rope Damn Now you're the man, huh? Seen ya turn into sumebody I can't stand, huh? Knowin' ya , man it's all part of yo plan, huh? Ya crazy fuck, I had the chance, I should have ran, huh? Neva would tell me ya cared, neva were there Remember that night that we went to the fair? Every fine girl that walked by, ya would stare See even when there, Mark, ya neva were there If all I care 'bout is my makeup and hair All ya care 'bout is the ego ya wear Ya tear me apart and continue to tear Now I'm wit sumeone who actually cares Fuck u... but I can't keep ya off my mind I'm seein' everythin' ya drop Sumetimes I wish that I was blind Ya make me relive my mistake, a million trillion fuckin' times You're a coward, and a stupid rap persona is what ya hide behind And my whole family still adores ya I tried a million times, I would have only did that for ya I can't act like I don't know ya, every night I would explode Ya made me feel I was below ya, Mark, I wish I could ignore ya but I Can't, damn
(Hook) Near to ya, I am healin' But it's takin' so long Cuz tho' he's gone And ya are wonderful It's hard to move on
(Verse 2) What do ya, have here Cuz ya tell me ya luv me again and again Ya were only a friend, it was hard to pretend, I wrote so many letters but neva hit send I was neva content, I was set on me bein' a rapper I thought about music and thought of ya after It's funny how tears turn to laughter, and tears on the page, they can turn into a masterpiece That's how ya told me to leave, I remember that night, it's as clear as can be Ya found a new man, and he luvs that ya drink And he luvs gettin' hammered, don't care what ya think Ya look pretty in pink, ya look naughty in red, we know these are the words that would neva be said And we're chasin' a topic that's ova yo head Cuz y think about me every night as ya lie in yo bed, that's Real
(Hook x2)
(Verse 3) Well I guess we all change, Mark, I guess we all change I hope that ya get everythin' that ya want as ya yell and ya stand on the stage Ya took all yo pain and turned it to fame, they're screamin' yo name and going insane I kept all our pics, but threw out the frame, before I knew Witt, I knew Mark, now they're one and the same But what about me, muthafucka'? Forgot about me muthafucka'?! Except when ya talk about me, muthafucka' I'm tired of hearin' 'bout me, muthafucka' Yo mouth was a blessin' and now it's a weapon Remember the time and the luvwe invested I'm postin' a pic and I'm getting attention My tits and my ass get a favorite a second See ya were wit me but were thinkin' of her Now I'm wit him and I'm thinkin' of ya Together to neva, whateva we were We're stuck in a cycle, the cycle is cruel A couple of fools, stuck in a pool of people that want to be cool See we're neva happy, we're happy so we keep on searchin' for luv as if luv was a jewel Remember that night that ya came to my school? Stayed up all night and we talked about life My parents and I, we would constantly fight Ya said when ya make it I might be a stay at home wife Apparently that wasn't right Relivin' a moment that lasted a night And honestly Mark, gotta start to move on wit yo life Sincerely, a letter we neva would write
(Outro) Like, what are we doin'? Like, what am I doin'? Writin' these letters, but what am I provin'? I'm stuck in my room and I'm spillin' it all Thinkin' of what ya would say if ya call I might be the biggest mistake of 'em all My biggest mistake was to think that I neva could fall Like fallin' for ya, fallin' in luv, follow my dream and that's all of my luv I just want to feel, I've been feelin' so numb To think that I know how you're feelin' is dumb We're done, right from the start I write from the heart, a light in the dark They see that you're open and tear ya apart Now this is a letter we sign it sincerely, Mark Now this is our letter, we sign it sincerely, Mark