(Verse) Know its been a long time, I hear you're doin just fine Graduated, got a job and you been workin a grind You're never lookin behind I know you never found me crossin your mind But I'd be lyin if you didn't cross mine From time to time I see some of your pictures online Kindest Regards was hard, I left my heart on the line I wrote a song for you, took a couple months of my time How can you praise him for flowers and a bottle of wine? You'll never be mine, remember the time I came to see you? I thought it would just be you, but there's twelve other people You see there was never "We" so we could never be a sequel Thought it might've been a date the day, did anythin to see you But I'm nuthin more than nuthin, you're bluffin sayin you care Our only real connection is memories that we share I would never try to blame you, cuz blamin you isn't fair Not that you care, the stress is really startin to wear And in my music, I took our story and I used it Don't care how you were feelin, I'm busy droppin my new shit Know people gon'a love it, I'm buzzin after I do it I'm gifted with the curse of honesty and the truth is I loved you more than words, I didn't know how to prove it Can't tell you that in person, but always could throw my music Everyone who said they cared isn't there, now I'm confused I'm broken and bruised, lonely, open, empty and stupid and still I
(Hook) I thought I had it all figured out No, you would never fall for me now I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doin right now You can hear the pain in my sound, laughed as I fell to the ground I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doin right now
(Verse) And I can't lie, it hurt a little when you said you didn't want me To know I never tried is what continues to haunt me Every pic I see is you and him, his twitter trynna taunt me You think I let it go? This is old and exhaustin Some offspring family in a house is what I thought about Sometimes I wonder if he'll get that now See we know that you picked a different path Me I picked a different route And I can't help but laugh at how this all played out You're over me now, I'm hopin you found only the best Remember when we used to rep that Kanye West? Graduation and rotation cuz you liked that best And back then I didn't want you, now look I'm a mess I open my chest, look throw me, you can see no spine My profile pic and lyrics I've been hidin behind It looks like you found the love that I was hopin to find The only you I love is the one that I create in my mind and still I
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(Verse ) I often wonder if you ever did care I wonder why in my mind is the only time you ever were there See we were friends, but that felt more like pretend This year is awfully clear, the real us is what I fear The one where we were only friends and I acted like we dated And nowadays our conversation is, "Hey happy belated" And every song I wrote for you, you know you actually hate it Because you realize that you never felt the same when you played it You never cared if I made it, that's why I waited, you know me See all the love that I've been gettin throw my phone feels phony I rhyme a couple words together, every girl wanna blow me Were in a world full of people yet I'm fellin so lonely If only I could tell myself there's plenty of fish in the sea But see the sea if full of sharks, fake guppies and greed And as I find myself drownin while I'm fightin to breathe I realize that I'm in love with what I thought we could be