These aren’t the good moments, when the life is on my back again So much hatred dwells within us all I won’t let you – crush, remodel, kill, you mean nothing – don’t deceive yourself! Go away! - I can't stand your verbal torments, let it go, don't hurt me more Before you will do something stupid think of how you’re hurting me When you stab your knife into my heart The hatred – your words are entwining my mind, catching in a spider’s web Happy now? Today for me you mean nothing, I could kill you, are you scared?
So much hatred in my heart, the venom's spilling now Pain's devouring blinded senses, ough! How much trouble one can handle I am learning now vanishing behind the veil of pain
It’s long since I have stopped to listen to the demons in my head What to do, what to say, how to live I won’t let you – crush, destroy, rape, remodel, kill, deceive, I know I won’t Every word – 's killing me, and pain is festering my heart, I won't give up! I was supposed to leave you but you’ve caught me in your web again The psycho war is rolling on Stop vexing me – you are pouring venom in my sick ears just to badger me Hell with you – I am leaving, won’t come back, I’d rather die, delusions stop!!
So much hatred in my heart, the venom spilling now Pain devouring blinded senses, ough! How much trouble one can handle I am learning now vanishing behind the veil of pain