smoking your first cigarette coughing and getting sick making an experience childhood cruel wicked father's touch so new love it seemed became untrue wounded little silly heart childhood cruel riding a blue bicycle didn't see the nearing car seven days in hospital childhood cruel lazy daddy unemployed drunken tyrant killing time painful laurel is your gain childhood cruel every morning bed is wet you're trying to hide away angry mommy points at you childhood cruel many too expensive drugs temtation irresistable all regrets are meaningless childhood cruel