For once I thought I had ascended beyond the filth around me But alas looking back I see what still surrounds me. Escaping my own reality, or at least what I perceive it to be. Because I know something so much better is waiting; the feeling of being free. Please help me. Spiraling down once again, my footing slips on my way to nothing. Picking my head up with no true intentions of staying afloat. Into the rabbit hole I must go. Searching the underground labyrinths for whats left of my soul. Why do I even ask how this happens anymore? My mind separates from my body, I’m losing control. My head is pushed under the waves so often, I wonder if the sea will keep me company as the noise of life slowly fades away. The water fills my chest. What I thought was killing me, was embracing me, rescuing me from this agony. I have help. I have hope. Everything I come up against, will get hit with everything I own. These walls aren’t too high, the trenches not too deep. Throwing away everything I’ve ever known, but I know I don’t walk alone. Goodbye my friend, you’d be first to cast the stone.