The decades seem like days, With the inferno that I begin to taste. Where is the heaven ? I can't see it. Oh god, I cannot beleive it. The blood never stays on the blade, It drips and drips 'til its clear as sky. But the days may get dark, So the steel bears the marks. During my life I've done a lot of mistakes, But when I do something right, nobody cares. Hell this is. And I'm deepening into the abyssmal place Release me from the chains of abomination, A second more with those voices and I'll vomit. I am turning into monster everyone will despise, I am so fucking dead, I am murdered by mankind. You can smell my appetite for kill, But you can't see me fester, right before your eyes. Maybe you dig it, but it is too late, As aversion from your fears gnaws on your brain.