It's been truly 15 years since I felt anything like this and in fact I am not really sure if I ever felt like this before classic cold turkey, monkey on your back kind of stuff like a punch, a hundred time strong like in the old country song you can't eat, you can't sleep all you can do is cry
I got this weird feeling like I give the whole world just take it away creating this absolute state of unreal happiness creating this strange state of real happiness you're nirvana maybe
And then all this restrain from me is such a short and violent way living me useless in this state of emptiness never reached before hallucination you might say yeah for what I know and I do know no drug in the world could ever produce this..of destruction in a manner of ours and that's second aha not like this, no
So I'm slowly getting back to life in this train to city and then another, and yet another learning again how to eat, how to shave, how to dress, how to walk I'ma be better now but will things ever be the same will this emptiness ever leave me will I ever be as happy as I was in this five seconds of my life could it be is this love, is this? what the hell is this guy..I keep asking me this point is this love? where are all my friends? it's most..and cruel beast the most glorious muse strongest truck ladies and gentlemen it's called love at first sight
Is this love baby?
5 X Is this love baby? could it be love?
Is this love baby? it's cruel, it's violent, it's strong