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Xen Nightz
"Now That I'm Grown"

I feel guilty for all the bad in my life I've done
I feel guilty for ignoring my duties for fun
I feel guilty for even thinkin' that I should run
away from you, not realizing you're the one

you're the prize that I won, and I didn't even know
but now I opened up my eyes, and I'm here fa'sho
I'm stayin' right here, daddy ain't gon' ever go
away from you, and mommy. And this song

is a testament for my daughter and future kids
that daddy workin' his butt off for you and promise this:
I'll always be there for you even if I am not rich
daddy tried, and daddy nearly broke his head

daddy nearly lost his mind and he got depressed
he wasn't used to responsibility, what a test
that was a whole lotta weight pressin' on my chest
and I kept failin' even though I tried my best

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I wasted time playin' in my life
always thinkin' I was doin' alright
but now I need to get that dough
'cause now I'm grown

I got little people dependin' on me
and now, now I can see
that I need to get that dough
'cause now I'm grown
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I wanted so damn hard to be rich
it's kinda funny when you grow up, the difference
between a boy and a man, listen to this
when I was young I wanted money to get chicks

now that I'm grown I wanna make money for my kids
retire my momma and have enough for tuition
for all my nieces and my nephews and that's it
that is the only reason that I wanna be rich

forget jewelry and cars and stupid things
all the things young boys have in all their dreams
I only want one thing, stability
and only for one reason, family

but now I'm growin' up and I see the reality
realistically I need to win the lottery
because this music ain't takin' me where I need to be
but at least it do help me deal wit' my insanity

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I wasted time playin' in my life
always thinkin' I was doin' alright
but now I need to get that dough
'cause now I'm grown

I got little people dependin' on me
and now, now I can see
that I need to get that dough
'cause now I'm grown
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realistic visionary, pessimistic optimist
incredibly confident but lackin' in my confidence
I know my music good and I know I'm not a novice
but I keep losin' the race, like I'm racin' against Sonic

and I know the reason why I haven't got rich and famous
'cause no body know who the hell I am and I blame this
on the fact I live in China but I could just change it
could return to America but what if I ain't make it

so I haven't went back, for 8 years, in fact
man I know that I could make it people heard my tracks
but it is what it is, and yes my name is Zak
callin' me Mr Malik, wit' a bomb that's strapped

to my mic, I be blowin' up beats all night
Xen Nightz never open up for people that you like
'cause the people that you like don't know who he is
but you should know I surely ain't a kid, I'm grown up

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I wasted time playin' in my life
always thinkin' I was doin' alright
but now I need to get that dough
'cause now I'm grown

I got little people dependin' on me
and now, now I can see
that I need to get that dough
'cause now I'm grown
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