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why on fuckin' earth would you let your depression hold you back you ain't fuckin' lost you know exactly just where you at and just 'cause they ain't hearin' you ain't reason to stop making tracks just 'cause you sufferin' from depression don't mean nothin' Zak
you still a cocky mother fucker doin' drugs and drinkin' 'gac you still keep a few women 'round you, 6 at least, a pussy pack and that is funny 'cause that is the reason you keep sayin' that you tryina change your self and make a newer better stronger Zak
chillin' in yo' studio wit' a Pro Tools and a broken Mac equipment fuckin' gutter you be jealous of them rappers that got some decent monitors to hear the shit they write and rap and internet that upload faster then that 20 kilobytes
you have the absolute minimal but you make it sound alright on top of the fact that you live in China, that sound crazy right? you push it to the limit 'cause you're mother fuckin' Xen Nightz you do this for your family, remember, your daughter and wife
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infidelity but I wanna practice monogamy alcoholic but I wanna be sober and clear to see drug abuser but I don't wanna put no more pills in me pessimistic but I wanna live more optimistically
wanna be happy but this depression is controlling me wanna be rich a nigga but I live in poverty wanna keep on pushin' but I feel like givin' up on me wanna kill my self but I gotta live for my family
of course I wanna lose weight and bring health back to me wanna get my 8 pack back fat fuck wit' me I ain't even talk about my music yet, follow me let me give it to you straight without using analogies
different types of music, different genres all appeal to me don't tell me what it's supposed to be, I make what's feelin' good to me that's what the title of this album really mean to me Conflicts of Interests, and this was just a summery
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pussy, alcohol and weed cars, money, jewelry Gucci shoes and Louis V it seems that's all a rapper need
and every rapper seems to get it all from only selling crack and even after making millions they stay on the same track?
and if you just look at 'em wrong they'll shot in the fuckin' head why they need a bodyguard if that's they way they handle biz?
I thought that all those autographs would change a man a little bit maybe make they ass a little smarter, speak intelligent
but no they got a persona that everybody gotta see but I don't get why it's better to be a dealer or a G when it's so fuckin' obvious and it's so fuckin' plain to see that all these mother fuckers lying plus it's much better to be
a black version of Bill Gates, hell, the presidency stupidity is not inherited, you ain't a gangsta B people in the streets wanna move to better communities but those in good communities wanna pretend they love the streets