<< hook >> look at how I used to be you think this' what I choose to be? I don't like the newer me I don't know what to do with me (but tell me who is) who is me? who will lie in the tomb with me? am I just another seat on the ride of my life? x2 << hook >>
alcohol is the compass encompassed by my tendencies leading me frequently down a path bringing me infamy encouraging my temper to flare up like they are allergies I'm sneezing and wheezing and squeezing a bottle of Jimmy Bean
see that pack of cigarettes lookin' so appealin' to me pop a pill, in a minute, I'm back to where I love to be building up temptations for women makin' me wanna cheat taking it to the limit the life of the party I be
but all of this drinkin' got me lookin' like I'm bacon grippin' on my gut in the shower my soul is shaken I have taken a turn for the worse and I'm not prayin', I'm just sayin' it's complicated tryin' to change the changes
but I still got my family maybe there's still a chance for me if I play my cards right my life can change substantially financially I'm focus for my generations after me and actually, my salary's increasin' in reality
<< hook >> look at how I used to be you think this' what I choose to be? I don't like the newer me I don't know what to do with me (but tell me who is) who is me? who will lie in the tomb with me? am I just another seat on the ride of my life? x2 << hook >>
failin' is my allergy my happiness is salary success is like my calories consume it like a mammary
the milk must be my money then weed must be my Retalin my dreams give me adrenaline and prizes are pretty women
I chose my acronym "methamphetamine" for my dopamine and serotonin man I'm tellin' you that I am hyped up beat done got me psyched up wifey got me wife'd up daughter got me daddy'd up I need to get my money up
'cause every day I wake up and see the end is closer layin' in my bed my head is poundin', I'm hung over hopin' that there's one day I can wake up feelin' sober wishin' that my health is like it was when i was younger
I wonder will I stand alone in the end like my father? when will I reach the top of the charts or should I bother wonderin' when it's comin' soon enough, so get stronger patience is a virtue but I can't wait any longer
<< hook >> look at how I used to be you think this' what I choose to be? I don't like the newer me I don't know what to do with me (but tell me who is) who is me? who will lie in the tomb with me? am I just another seat on the ride of my life? x4 << hook >>