spelling in bruises \"crazy iris\" writing out in welts \"the morbid iris\" intolerable incomprehensible you can never earn enough to buy the gun that you want so you photograph the marks but the blood you spite sputters up up up up out out out out up and up up and up drafted in a gash \"out of focus iris\" fill up the bath with glass and cover your face in the shroud of impossible feeling in the shroud of impossible feeling in the shroud of the impossible feeling