i won't break my own legs just to walk with crutches i may stand alone but i stand as myself no matter how we obscure it truth awaits us you can't dodge the real shit what do we have if not control of our minds?
look to a flask to mask what you've become ski the slopes until you're good and numb mistake cowaring together for bonding and pleasure vices deceive those who wish to believe it's time to face the lie you can try to justify with a sob story about your hard knock life but i used to think this world had broken me hiding, ashamed, i suffered self inflicted injuries we masked the pain and the joy the same we thought we'd drink away our poverty but when the sun rose our pockets were still empty
me and all my friends were lost those times alone with no money, no family, no home, and no hope we'll kill ourselves real slow! we're all so gone we won't even notice when we go!
someone once said to me "you're better than the life you lead" i made a choice that very night and it's the reason i'm still alive i see my old friends sometimes, strung out and 25 some died time slipping by doing time relapsed and he's breaking down envious that i got out
i got out
if this is growing up then i'll stay a kid forever i'll be the kid that survived while you prove your maturity by avoiding your life i am the one who survived you can mock my straight edge pride but i am the one who survived