I've grown to hate the ones Walking around unworthy I've grown to deal With torment inside I wrap my handss to hide my bloody knuckles That's taken me to waht I am today Explosive violent dangerous enraged Voices telling me Hurt is the only way but I must restrain this desire I must retain my despair Pushing and pushing me I'm drowning and cannot breathe Enough is enough I can't take it anymore You don't know the person you've crossed Only the worst result Nothing's gonna save your lifeless self inlfiction lies and affliction Voices telling me Hurt is the only way but I must restrain this desire I must retain my despair Devastation is upon you