Failure concentrating Body/motor responses hesitating Soul/ego shaking Blur between daydreams and awakening Loss of control and perpetual Sense that luck and light are fading No more ruminating Shake the strife off your life or keep on waiting
That's my situation Can't escape 'cause to run is degradation No expectations Still I fight to bite temptation Got to be brave as I unenclave Find the prize is my fixation, I'm Still holding onto my pride
Is this the shine of a wine-toasted victory Or is it just a sad bitter sigh of defeat? I'll take it either way If fate is just a play I'm tying the strings up starting today
Sound the chime, golden time Steal perfection in its prime Take your place, poker face Ready for the race I will choose to refuse the illusion And shatter the nightmare Faking tame, pressure game Win or lose it's all the same Pay the fine, border line Hapless to divine If there's any how many and when Will these games find an ender? What's the last thing I want to surrender?