A deep look in his destiny’s book Realized his fun has come to an end Wondering the streets aimlessly Wishing God could have turned back the time
A past that has now died A kid whose eyes have already seen so many years Now this victim is me who’s lost almost everything And those around me I’ve made them out as evil
When I haven’t seen much from a mother and father- You expect me not to see people as such? Where can I find love with these two eyes? From a mother and father ready to part?
When it came to me -- this world opened its mouth And spilled out its pain and left me defeated My image of you was to always be together It tore me apart, this unjustified choice
When the world wants to see me suffer- What should I do, sit and sew the pieces together? This time it’s me that’s giving you advice I’m a gonner - just reading my last rites
CHORUS:
Just once, see the world through my eyes Just once, have a seat and listen to my words For my sake, try and find a better way Let’s put our hands next to each other once more (repeat)
Tell me, what have you done for me? Other than ruin tomorrow for me ... Don’t wanna go after heavy drugs I swear my brain’s just a strip that’s flat-lined
Shouting and nagging have all lost their cause Being drunk was medicine for my wasted nights You’ve forgotten me, you’ve lost your mind You made me lose all hope and my faith
Going crazy -- thirsty for your touch and embrace Don’t need your pity during your evening prayers You know everything I wanted -- You saw all my needs Now will you answer this innocent and harmless kid?
You’re my idol -- you’re no different than me! Feels good to see us gathered like a family Without you, I’m void of any friends ... I’m lonely I tell myself to burn in the flames of this truth
- CHORUS -
I’ve had this question on my mind for while now Why? Why’d you two step in and get married? No ... not just a question -- it’s been bottled up in me In my lonely nights -- like a staring owl, it gawks at me
I’m still a kid -- weak, can’t handle it still Why am I here if you weren’t ready yet? That’s fine, I too got someone watching over my head You got me from God, who’re you gonna pass me up to?
This society filled with hungry wolves? I’ve been given to you on loan (a keepsake)- Mother, this here is the fruit of your labor, for your sleepless nights How much longer do I keep secrets in this life?
How much longer like a game, tossed around in your hands? How much longer do I panic in fear, what to do after your split? How long do I bear their stares and pity? Look at me, I am sick, like a stranger, I can’t sit still
I’m not some kid who you go and buy candy Mother, your stories were like drugs for our pain How all the bad guys, they all died in the end Now with your divorce, am I the bad guy too?
Come do your good deed -- don’t teach me all that (being bad)
Speaking:
“Don’t want you to think that I became bad or lost in this story, no.
Maybe I shouldn’t have said all these things
Maybe Separating is the only way left for you to survive and live your life
Maybe you’ve reached a point that you can’t continue together any longer