They catch me on the corner of the streets and ask me, What happened to my talents of my rapping What happened to me? Do you know, son I got sick and tired, got caught up in my emotions
I used to rock the mic, spit lyrics that got you wondering Today to stand up, I'm stumbling The cheers of the crowd is faded in the background For the next show, I ain't coming back around
Stay in home, sip on 22, hit on those sugars My nightmares haunt me like Freddy Kruger And when i wake up, am dead scared, sweating all over My heart beats races, i feel like its all over
So I've been dosed on Prozac and Xanax And the fact is, its hard to live with these panics I feel like am manic, but the truth is am an addict To music, but i cannot break free, 'cos am stuck to this planet
[Hook: Ashleigh Munn] The dark nights and coldness that follows I can't help but think about tomorrow When the light might shine on me And I, get my chance to break free
[Verse 2: Heartsick] Every day passes for everyone Everyday is different for everyone But i feel the same, i don't wanna get outta my bed I feel cozy within this virtual shield
I used to speak just to infect the airwaves When i passed the roads, i got hugs from my babes But now, my studio's bare I wish i can change, but further i don't wanna fare
Protected in negativity, i feel like a recluse I'm alive, but am fading in my pulse My gain is reducing by every passing seasons Am burning down like leaves in them autumns
So close yet so far, i can see my goal But on every direction i fall into holes Deep into abyss, and endless fall And life is like as it always was
[Hook: Ashleigh Munn] The dark nights and coldness that follows I can't help but think about tomorrow When the light might shine on me And I, get my chance to break free
[Verse 3 - J2age] Have you ever had a fear of growing up. When your dreaming your scheming about never waking up. Living in the past is the wrong way and rough. Do it for your future believe in yourself and be tough. Don't throw away your problems drink and throw up. That's not the way to be so dude give it up. Ya got to live it up for all them haters creeping up. You got to keep it up, even if you get knocked down Ya got to get back up, even if they threw a bluff. But i think I've had enough, come on reach deep within And feel the love, lost my dad at 16, so I'm doing it for my dreams Lets all please believe, in ourselves and our brothers and our sisters Unless you think we were put on this earth to hurt one another. Never that, but the fact is that we all go through hard times You just gotta find a way through them and mine is making rhymes
[Hook: Ashleigh Munn] The dark nights and coldness that follows I can't help but think about tomorrow When the light might shine on me And I, get my chance to break free
[Outro: J2age] Yeah sometimes you got all that hatred, You just gotta let it go, know what I'm saying, Yeah, Just let it all go, yeah. Rage and Heartsick, Yeah.