Young Sid Feat. Melanie Fiona - Here Then Gone | Текст песни

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• Young Sid Feat. Melanie Fiona
• Here Then Gone

i found out through a text from my little sis,
while i was sitting in a taxi on my way to a gig,
my soul began to freeze on me.. couldn't breathe for a minute,
had to read the message five times before i could get it ,
my mind frame wasn't present either,
i couldn't even reply,
can't imagine how i was feeling inside,
i felt the salt water build up in both of my eyes,
cab was packed so i cracked a joke as a disguise,
i couldn't cry in front of the guys, show weak emotion,
even though we close i dont want them to see me broken,
and total opposite of what i was showing laughing with 'em acting calm,
but really my heart was near shattered,
searching for some answers like why it gotta happen to somebody in my family,
is it god tryna smash us?
we've been struggling since forever and now this,
my mother.. diagnosed with lung cancer

i can remember brighter days that come and go,
how do i make it through this storm and remain strong
why do we lose the ones we've lived to love so long?
one minute you here and then the next minute your gone..
here then gone

had the whole fams shook up,
devastated,
staying strong in this matter,
it's just a statement,
we don't feel ready to say that our Queen is affected,
diagnosed with a sickness and its a impossible to correct it, no more ??? of a chance to make it better,
fed up with this weather, but we gotta bundle up together , and be strong even though we at our weakest,
be calm even though our hearts are beating,
its hard when we see that the leader of the team is hurt, and even worse when the ?thesis? was heard,
three months to live i couldn't believe in words,
its bad enough thinking about being beneath this earth,
its got me searching for some answers,
like why it gotta happen to somebody in my family ?
is it god trying to smash us?
been struggling since forever and now this,
my mother diagnosed with lung cancer,

[R]

i moved back home that week,
to help out with things,
driving to the doctor appointments,
and just be supportive,
cause i know your more scared than us,
and you can't bare the thought but still you got ya chin up, you can fight this ma,
despite the doc's thesis ,
just believe in yourself and soon enough the past will leave ya alone,
and everything will be fine,
your hair will grow back,
just give it time,
the chemo is helping even though it makes you tired,
i see that everyday your getting better and im proud .. of ya,
when i first heard i was drowning in sorrow,
that gave you three months but that was six months ago,
which is why i dont think your numbers gon' get caught
anytime soon, you gotta another twenty or more..
years left in ya, believe me when i say this,
your too strong to let 'em take ya,

[R]

i would give up everything ,
just so i could see you again,
on the behalf of the family we miss you to death,
you know the whole fam loves you,
and we wish you were here,
wish you could see, touch, smell, listen and breathe air,
give up everything,
just so i could see you again,
on the behalf of the family we miss you to death,
you know the whole fam loves you,
and we wish you were here,
wish you could see, touch, smell, listen and breathe air,

[R]

i know i said that you could make it and that you had twenty years left,
but i was wrong i wish i was right ma,
cause right now i would give up anything, everything in behalf of ur breath, everybody at home misses you,
carlos, rifa, mana, victoria, kemere, harlym, little mana, old man, me, yup.
and since you passed, since you up in the sky,
or wherever, i tell myself im never gonna wish you there again, say whatsup to aunty emma for me, and Philly ehh, you are the Queen of Diamonds ma,
loveyou, and to whoevers listening,
you know of someone that had cancer,
go and see them,
go get as close to them as y

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