어쩌다 그댈 사랑하게 된 거죠 어떻게 이렇게 아플 수 있죠 한번 누구도 이처럼 원한 적 없죠 그립다고 천 번쯤 말해보면 닿을까요 울어보고 떼쓰면 그댄 내 마음 알까요
그 이름 만 번쯤 미워해볼까요 서운한 일들만 손꼽을까요 이미 사랑은 너무 커져 있는데 그댄 내가 아니니 내 맘 같을 수 없겠죠 그래요 내가 더 많이 좋아한 거죠
아홉 번 내 마음 다쳐도 한번 웃는 게 좋아 그대 곁이면 행복한 나라서 싫은 표정 한번 조차도 편히 지은 적 없죠 그대 말이면 뭐든 다 할 듯 했었죠
천년 같은 긴 기다림도 그댈 보는 게 좋아 하루 한 달을 그렇게 일년을 오지 않을 그댈 알면서 또 하염없이 뒤척이며 기다리다 기다리다 잠들죠
나 언제쯤 그댈 편하게 볼까요 언제쯤 이 욕심 다 버릴까요 그대 모든 게 알고 싶은 나인데 언제부터 내 안에 숨은 듯이 살았나요 꺼낼 수 조차 없는 깊은 가시가 되어
그댈 위해 아끼고 싶어 누구도 줄 수 없죠 나는 그대만 그대가 아니면 혼자인 게 더 편한 나라 또 어제처럼 이곳에서 기다리고 기다리는 나예요
How is it that I've fallen in love with you How can it hurt this much Never before have I ever wanted someone this much If I say I miss you about a thousand times, will it reach you If I try crying and fussing, will you know my feelings
Should I trying hating your name about ten thousand times Should I just count the resentments Although this love has already grown so much Since you are not me, you probably don't feel the same Yes, I was the one who liked you more (than you liked me)
Even if my feelings are hurt 9 times, I prefer smiling even just once Since I'm happy by your side I've never comfortably scowled in dislike even once It was as if I could do anything you asked Even if it's like a 1000 year long wait, I still prefer seeing you One day, for one month, like that, one year Though knowing you won't come, I keep turning around Waiting, waiting, I fall asleep
When will I be able to comfortably see you When will I be able to discard all this desire Because I want to know everything about you Since when has it been living, hidden inside of me Becoming a deeply embedded thorn that I simply can't remove
Even if my feelings are hurt 9 times, I prefer smiling even just once Since I'm happy by your side I've never comfortably scowled in dislike even once It was as if I could do anything you asked Even if it's like a 1000 year long wait, I still prefer seeing you One day, for one month, like that, one year Though knowing you won't come, I keep turning around Waiting, waiting, I fall asleep
I'm saving it for you and can't give it to anyone else For me, it's only you, if not you I'm more comfortable alone, so like yesterday, here, The one waiting and waiting is me