River (poem by Agniezka Syrygala) (from "The Cat Lady)
Standing by the river I wonder, do I need a stone? No…my heart is heavy enough. It will drag me down for sure. Standing by the river I smile, will I miss it all? No…I’ll be glad to leave it behind, and never come back. Standing by the river I close my eyes. One jump and I’m there. No…someone jumped after me. He will never be my friend. Standing by the river I’m thinking, will I jump again? No…behind the closed doors I have fallen in love with the razor.