I've been trying so hard to move forward my entire life But lately it just feels like i'm wasting all of my time I'm so tired of feeling feelings, I'm so tired of who I have become I just wish I could've seen you at least once in these passing months
But it's okay, it's alright, I'm just great, I'm doing fine These are the lies, that I like to tell myself
I'm giving myself three more months to get it all together I just wish that I could love you like I used to, make me feel a bit better And I know that that's not fair, and I'm just using everyone I'm so tired of feeling feelings, I'm so tired of who I've become