know by the silence that theres nothing left to say, i saw the violence of the pattern of my rage, she said she love me but won’t say it to my face, i heard em talking behind my back the other day, this can only go a couple different ways, I’m like a shooter without ammo in my case, i felt the pain of the things that i could never say, i heard the rain outside my house and i replaced my memories of only talking to you, actin like i was the fool, you know it aint cool, you know i had a problem with the drugs, told you id stop if you’d replace them with your love, i put my past behind my conscience for you, i left the game so that i could do things for you, i changed myself so you could see a better me, you didn’t even notice that i bought a ring, i hate the fact that i tried to hear your lies, i hate the fact that you controlled me with your mind, i let you inside, and you betrayed me, i got so fucked up, that now i can’t see, id rather die from an overdose than take you back, id rather die from the knife you left inside my back, watch me just bleed out, hang by my feet now, i heard you found another guy, so i can see now that love is fake and everyones a fucking fool we just use the ones we love just like a tool i never should of trusted anyone like you id rather stay right near the river with my jewels