As much as I adore you your body punctuates my sickness. I am ashamed. I must confess I had been watching you. This fantasy has built a whole world inside of me, a world for us. This has gone to far but there is no turning back. I wish this was over but it has just begun. -Naked as I lay on top of you; my hands around your neck. I want to destroy you! I have nothing left. You belong to me; I love you!