I sold my soul but just for a while I did change my lifestyle Changed the rulez of a simple game Coz instead of success I chose fame They said "who you wanna be so far?" "look at u u already live like a star" U party hard, harder than anyone drinking doing drugs seems like fun. I thought its cool, I felt that strength But I didnt know this periods length Now Im tryna hold, tryna hold my breathe Coz I feel ma-ma body is stressed
I've been to places u've never been I saw the things u neva saw The reality just dissapeared I felt like I neva felt before It makes you feel damn gud damn nice That feelin was chased At the same time it kills ur mind In a disgrace
Pink veins, red eyes, remedy MD, cocaine, LSD Heatbeat, heavy breathe, easy cough One line, one pill not enough
My eyes shakin, my normalitys brakin But Im still chosin, stop waking stop wakin me up and my mind I feel like Imma child young strong crazy and wild But Imma growin up and it should be fine And I see its mine, my endless ride I dont rememba the times when I cried Me and my drugs like groom and bride.