i never understood what was that in me that you found so good enough to love, why am i still here? it's been seven years and i feel like i'm making it worse. found another choice? america's cute boys everybody seems to play a foolish joke on me, you are by the sea drinking your black coffee leaving me alone with boring nights in my onesie
i am always alone
and even if you're there i feel like you don't care i'm always freaking scared this isn't real oh what's the point, i'm disappointment for you it isn't fair and now i'm lonely just like always alone for whole 2 days and then you're back?
you say i make this up there's no one there to stop you're all alone as well and wait for me to hurry up i don't believe it's true it's always me and you you are getting tired of my company do you? i'm not a drama queen i'm not here to be mean i've always been alone and now my life has been the same there's no one else to blame i can't get in your way my life's become a mess it's just i miss you way too much
i am always alone
and even if you're there i feel like you don't care i'm always freaking scared this isn't real oh what's the point, i'm disappointment for you it isn't fair and now i'm lonely just like always alone for whole 2 days and then you're back?
right, tumblr's here to help with my dying yelp there's lots of other people who are talking about us phanfiction can be nice and anime on ice (ahem) all those people they believe that all of this is real i think we've never been this free together we may be the stars that shine through all those people's lives tomorrow i'll be fine i'll call you up on skype and there'll be nothing there to make me say that
even if you're there i feel like you don't care because you always care and i'm not scared my life has been a mess but you're giving me bless it's only for 2 days