I saw you smiling at the sun You were so beautiful and fun You couldn't stay Pathetic pain it grows so slow Into a subway down I go So far away I let you giggle let you dance You took my mind into a trance But not today I was so selfish being rude Ever so tasteless often crude It was no good I'll drown myself in alcohol I'll smoke a joint then I shall fall Misunderstood I'm inconstant, I am vain I made you cry and go insane Because I could I hate myself for doing this But I will always love and miss My snowflake girl As I remain here all alone My heart confused and still unknown You will be loved...