boku janai boku janai boku janai itsuka “ayamachi” wo yuruseru nara
“aishikata” wo shiru mae ni “tatakaikata” wo oboeta bukiyou na boku no buki wa nani? tada shinu dake no jinsei na no ni naze tsuyoku naritai no? “omoi no take” wa chiisana hako ni shimatta mama
daiji ni daiji ni shiteta no ni kantan ni fumikowasarete shimatta
boku janai boku janai boku janai iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai itsuka “ayamachi” wo yuruseru nara itsuka “kawareru” to omoeru nara
yaranakya ikenai koto bakari tsugi kara tsugi e to oshiyoseru yaritai koto wa nannimo dekitenai soredemo “ikanakya ikenai” to anmoku no RULE dake de “sekinin” to “boku” wo ganjigarame ni shitai nara
“nigetai” sore mo oshikoroshite “kokoro” wa tozashite shimau hou ga kantan da I keep the “wish to run away” low as well it is simpler for my “heart” to shut
boku janai boku janai boku janai itsu ikanaru toki ni otona ni nare to iu no? shiritakunai shiritakunai hontou wa shiritai boku no karada na no ni kaji wo torenai boku no kokoro na no ni seigyo dekinai
mou sukoshi dake jibun wo shiretara “aishiteru” no tsukaikata wo oboetai…
boku janai boku janai boku janai iiwake wo sagashite kizutsuku kakuritsu wa ZERO janai ZERO janai ZERO janai itsuka itsuka itsuka “ayamachi” wo yuruseru nara itsuka “kawareru” to omoeru nara