Story of my life, Searching for the right, But it keeps avoiding me. Sorrow in my soul, Because it seems that wrong, Really loves my company.
He's more than a man, And this is more than love, The reason that the sky is blue. The clouds are rolling in, Because I'm gone again, And to him I just can't be true.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, And it kills him inside, To know that I am happy, With some other guy. I can see him dying.
I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why, Everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside. I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life. I don't wanna be... A murderer.
I feel it in the air, As I'm doing my hair, Preparing for another date. A kiss upon my cheek, As he reluctantly, Asks if I'm gonna be out late. I say I won't be long, Just hanging with the girls, A lie I didn't have to tell. Because we both know, Where I'm about to go, And we know it very well.
'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, And it kills him inside, To know that I am happy, With some other guy. I can see him dying.
I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why, Everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside. I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life. I don't wanna be... A murderer.
Our love, His trust, I might as well take a gun and put it to his head, Get it over with. I don't wanna do this, Anymore, ooooooh, anymore.
I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why, And everytime I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life. I don't wanna be... A murderer.