[Hook] I've been feeling down but nobody knows Oh where will I go, lord where will I go Hey ya, I just wanna kill, I just wanna kill Nobody knows what I feel, nobody knows what I feel I said I just wanna kill, I said I just wanna kill You can all burn in helllllll, don't fuck with me
[Verse 1] The world I live in was never a pleasant paradise Bullies used to hassle me, then laugh cause I was scared to fight I let the sun beam in on my skin, but I can't bare the light So I reside on the side of life with nocturnal parasites Treated unfair as an infant, abnormal characteristics Waiting for terror to visit, as I stand there in the distance Fucking arrogant bitches, you were never there with assistance Wish I could fly into the air with the pigeons Let it begin, the story how I never fit in While the popular kids would run around with seventy friends I'm just a heavenly sent, waiting for the day that I rise So I could take my aggression and maybe place it aside I gaze at the sky with contacts placed in my eyes Asking why do they only love me when my face is disguised I'm still waiting for signs but I doubt I'm a ever get them If I never see any proof, how can I represent them man
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[Verse 2] I do this because I know it's what I'm destined to be I do this for the kids who were always messed with and teased I do this for the ones who were told they'll never succeed I do this for those who grew up as young and restless as me Ya'll would always drink and go party with your crew in the nighttime Doing shit nobody would ever do in their right mind Then when you got a little older you hit a fine line With an accidental kid struggling with a nine to five You always thought that I was so stupid to write rhymes Thinking I would never make it and lose with the white eyes But the formula I created proved I was Einstein Now I've done more shit then you'd ever do in a lifetime Since elementary, you'd belittle me, show no sympathy Hurt me mentally, but you never had the sense to see That your desire to be cruel, was fire to my fuel Would inspire me to rule, the world until I was cool
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[Bridge] I ain't gonna take your shit, I've already lost my mind, lost my mind You driving me crazy, so that it makes me cry, makes me cry God if you exist then please send me a sign Because all the rage that's stored in me is eating me alive Help me out
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[Outro] Sometimes I wonder what the hell your problem is Why must you love to see me this low Won't you just let me live Sometimes I wonder what the hell your problem is Why must you love to see me this low Won't you just let me live