Well, I lost my innocence today I could feel her in my bones My bones, my bones, my bones My blood, my blood, my blood, my blood
And I woke up, tired, scared and sad Soaked, drained, I felt so bad Today, today, today What you still, you still, you still, you still Won't you say, you say, you say, you say What you feel, you feel, you feel, you feel Which is nothing but hollow feelings, yeah I can, done, I just don't care
And forget happiness, I'm fine I'll forget everything in time I swear I didn't know, You know me, how I can't let go And we're not guts, we're just hacks All that life amongst the cracks The scars, the siege that breaks The ugliest scene, the worst mistakes And everywhere I see her face Such a beautiful child, such an awful waste And there's no innocence like hers Just emptiness and nerves
And this light from the window of my car She'll never see it, oh my God I was so surprised, it blew up in my face Lord, I lost my nerve, oh my God... Oh my God, oh my... God
And I tear, I tear, so hard... And I tear, I tear, so hard... And I beg and scream, "I was wrong" It's over, she's gone